Do unto others, hmmm.

You know the saying! And oh the one about treat your woman with kindness, compliment her, love her, take her places, look into her eyes and tell her she is beautiful! OR someone else will be waiting to do all those things ... Hummm mm... Let me just say that when someone does talk to you like this , something you been missing in your life for a long time, well it makes you wonder. It brings up questions!
Is it really worth it to be alone and a good wife? Should I leave? Who do you turn to when you question your own life? God, right? So how do you know if it's God telling you to go, fly away and be happy or if it's just your self pity wanting happiness again? I cry so much, I may have to go to hospital for a shot! I can't breathe right!
Dang it!